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[04 Jul 2008|11:26am] |
Guh....
My brother is such a damn scrooge like...ALL the time. It really is annoying. I'm not in a bad mood today, I just feel kinda mellow. My mom is hyped up and my brother is depressed cus he can't go to work and has to spend time with his loving caring family that enjoys having him around.
Wow.....what a thing to be depressed over. I'm SERIOUSLY thinking that my brother doesn't have issues with people not liking him and our family not getting along. It's that he doesn't like US.
But whatever, he has his own demons to work out 8D ANYWAY! Fuck the emo today~
HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY! *cheer*
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[29 Jun 2008|10:49pm] |
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yeah two rants in two days...its a fucking anomoly of stupidity and pissivity.
My mom says I'm a "peacemaker" Its FUCKING hard to keep the peace when the two people arguing won't even listen to each other let alone shut the fuck up long enough to listen to some bystander trying to keep the peace.
Its hard as hell trying to keep the peace when you hear them arguing over something like housework and then turning it back on you saying "you don't even OWN the house so your opinion doesn't matter"
it's aggitating and it gets you no fucking where...yes I'm abusing the use of the word fuck right now.
*huff* ....I needed to vent. I don't even wanna bring up what stupid comments were made, just know it was stupid, retarded and I feel like smacking the shit out of my brother, my neice and my mom since they won't listen to what I have to fucking say on the matter.
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[08 Jun 2008|08:29pm] |
Yeah this is definatly my bitching journal.
Okay well...a lot of people know about me and my gift/curse to have ironic things happen. Most of the time its always bad too but occassionally something good happens.
This week bad irony has been in full fucking throttle!
Lets start shall we?
Okay...I volunteered to do face painting at a little yard sale/cook out or whatever. No big deal I said I wanted to try face painting at least once anyway.
Yesturday was the HOTTEST damn day this year...like 102 degrees outside...and thats the day I had to paint. Moreso they stuck me in the shade but by high noon *when the event started* the shade was GONE and I had to stay there for 4 more hours in a hot metal chair. Fortunatly I said "fuck this" and moved across the lot...not like there were a bunch of kids anyway.
My neice visited...again no big deal. But she picked out all the toys in the yard sale and found this hampster or whatever the hell it was that sang "its raining men". Okay so far no big deal. I actually like that song a lot.
2 hours into the event she wouldn't stop making the goddamn thing sing. So for 2 hours I had to listen to it. The guys I was sitting with made a crack that they'd be dreaming about a giant hampster singing it. We get home and shes still fucking with it. I take a nap
I dream of a giant hampster singing its raining men e_e but if THAT wasn't enough.... I woke up...and it was raining.
So far my tollerance is hanging on edge.
We go out to eat today and usually we ALWAYS get this one table...and the restaurant was pretty empty since we came early. ALL the table seats were gone...so we ended up at a booth. I hate the booths because the tables are up WAY too high so its like I have to reach up to get to my plate instead of being able to comfortably relax my arms. Again....I'm borderlining. Specially considering the food wasn't at it's best today either.
Okay well as you can tell I'm having a bad time. This hasn't been my greatest week. I take a nap today...cus I was still tired as hell from yesturday. My brother knocks on my bedroom door like the fucking cops and wakes me up asking "YOU SLEEP?!"
He knows goddamn well that if my door is shut in the middle of the afternoon, after I come home from dinner on sunday I'm usually taking a little nap. Moreso he kept yelling saying "I CAN'T HEAR YOU!" I had to literally SCREAM that I was sleep until he finally left me the fuck alone.
But no I'm still fairly okay. Mind you I haven't gotten a full nights sleep all week cus insomnia wanted to play with me...I don't sleep when I'm stressed. But this is what broke me. I could handle everything up until THIS.
I woke up from my nap and said like an hour ago "we don't have fruit I want so I can't make a smoothie, I don't have anymore juice either but I think I'll have a nice glass of iced TEA!"
Now if you know me... you know that I despise tea with a passion. However occassionally I have a craving for it, as I do with other things. For like the past month we've had a huge canister of instant iced tea. It was still pretty full as well.
The ONE day I'm actually CRAVING tea...is the one goddamn day my brother decides to take the WHOLE can and make a tea flavored popsickle! I swear I have not been this pissed off in a long time. Yes I know its only tea but dammit all my stress came to head right then and there.
I can be having the shittiest day but so long as I can get what I'm craving I'm fine.
...I've been craving that tea all day too.... I swear if I didn't have to worry about psycho killers with knives I'd walk up to the store right now and get a bottle of tea.
*sulks* course I get disconnected right as I finish typing this rant.
*random* .........I hope I can get my new doll soon *starts a new ramble in dollie lj*
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[26 May 2008|12:53pm] |
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Man I really don't use this account much since all the main people I read LJs of are doll people...and I usually read em on my doll lj XD
But yes...PROJECTS!
I've been writing like crazy...consequently I've neglected a commission or two 9.9 WHOOPS~
I'm pondering a new project since I have nothing centered around water. But moreso emmm....
Happy Memorial day! :3 You really should appreciate and remember all the brave soldiers that left there families to fight and the war to protect our country and died in service. These are people who you didn't even know but they died to protect us and our country so don't just think of today as a nice day to have a bbq and have a day off from school/work.
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UGGGGHHHHHHH! I have a stupid burn scar on my lip ; ; it kinda hurts, but GAWD it looks bad...it looks like I gave someone a bad BJ and now I have herpes on my lip *leave it to Rai for such a comparison*
blah thats what I get for eatting so much spicy food....I forgot that spices can in fact burn your skin just like fire...its a bitch. I just put some ointment on it tho so it doesn't hurt as much *yay*
Meeeeeeeeh...........ohhhhhhhh *tired* normally I don't update both journals together, but well, I feel like venting a bit.
First off I gotta say yeah the people on dA are pissing me off again.
Now honestly. Spoilers are bad yes. BUT I think its common fucking sense that whatever fandom your into, whenever something major happens, within a month of it happening everyone knows. And I say this because hell stuff I'm not even INTO like Naruto, Death Note, Harry Potter...hell I knew all about those spoilers like a week after it went down.
That being said why the hell did someone on dA decide to give me shit about "spoiling" the ending to animes. I mean really the ones I spoiled people have known about what happened forever. I think after an anime has been publicized world wide for well over 7 years its okay to talk about the ending without caring about spoilers. I mean really...if you go to watch the movie titanic for the first time and you DON'T know the ship sinks.......your either stupid as hell, or you live on another planet.
I mean before I played FF7 I read in a MAGAZINE about Aeris dying...without warning of a spoiler at that. So I mean really now. Pretty much everything with that person escalated into non-sense...yadda yadda...a bunch of crap. It just aggitates me still.
But moving onto the other thing pissing me off lately. My brother really is immature on all levels. See I always follow the belief that there are two types of immature. One is someone like myself, 20 years old and still playing with dollies 9-9 ....bad but not horrible. Moreso this is a fun immature at times. The other kind is the person who whines and bitches, basically having a temper tantrum at 20 because they can't have their way. This is a very bad immature...not much good to it.
My bro is 31 and he still plays video games and with model cars...whatever. I don't care so much about that. No see what pisses me off is things like this week. My friend visited and while she isn't horribly strict or horribly immature she simply asks to be respected. I understand that. My mom understands that. My brother doesn't.
Skipping the long explanation, my friend spent the night and she had to get up early the next day...like 5am. Mind you she didn't get to bed until midnight. My brother, being the ignorant fuck he can be, decided to stomp around making noise until like 1am. So my buddy only gets like 4 hours of sleep.
If shes anything like I was theres a limit. With me, I need a full 9 hours to be refreshed. 7 hours I feel okay after a little bit. 5 hours I can function but not well enough to be a good socialite during the day...anything less than that and I'm fucked along with anyone else around me.
So yeah not good...and my brother comes back when I tell him to shut the fuck up with "oh whatever I have to wake up at 5am most days too"
YEAH but he also forgets that its HIS choice to stay up till 2 in the goddamn morning when he has to get up at 5. My friend couldn't control being kept up from his random yelling to get some fucking attention. YEAH REAL FUCKING MATURE! And then he wonders why the girls he works with says he's too damn childish.
*HUFF* Anyway it wasn't just that. My friend isn't comfortable with talking about sex, which is true for a lot of my buddies, but he just went on and on and on talking about it even though she asked him politely not to.
Another strike on his part. But I think the straw that probably broke the camels back for me is when he kept talking while she was on the phone. Sometimes she kinda "sneaks" over to my place...in which case when she calls someone she doesn't want it to be obvious shes not at home. Its hard to explain in full detail seeing as I don't want to put her out in the open but you get the idea. Well my brother kept talking...and talking...and TALKING while she was on the phone...and he SAW that she was on the phone!
It's fucking RUDE! I mean really even my mom respects me and my friend enough that when she sees one of us on the phone she'll back off until we get off.
It's like my brother can't comprehend simply being polite enough as to not do that. Then he gets pissed when someone else does it to him!
I sincerely hope he gets a taste of what it feels like one day! And when he does I hope he can see how fucking ignorant and rude he was for doing it.
*sigh* ....I just needed to vent...feeling better now...and more tired so off to bed with me.
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